When I think about how different my life would be if you were still here makes me more depressed. I can’t seem to live with the fact that still your not here and you won’t be coming back, I’m still numb to the pain of heart ache I feel of missing you so much. “With time things get better” no it doesn’t not in this case every year it hurts me more every year I seem to struggle more life just seems to get harder and I know if you were here I would feel more complete then I ever will. I hate that I lost the only man I can ever turn to for anything you just being in my life made my life complete I valued having you as my father/grandfather you legit was my everything and it sucks I will never have anyone like you in my life again.
Rest in peace as I celebrate your birthday remembering the king of my heart